It's been a good 3 weeks since I last posted anything, and frankly, I thought I would be churning out interesting stuff over the 7 weeks of holidays, and if you see the draft section, it's filled with half-written posts and stuff I just didn't manage to write.
Lately I've been experiencing an intense form of un-motivation. And as of current, just like Sia's album, 1000 forms of fear. With school term starting just today, the fear of not doing well just takes over, and sometimes it paralyses me. I can't seem to think properly, I'm in anxiety and just so tired. And it's only just the first day.
On days, I feel like everything in life is going on a perfect pace, and times like this, it's as if the universe conspired to come against me, school, friends, relationships, life. Just all of it becoming an issue is getting tiring.
School term just began and I already wish the next holiday would come by